"At times the best way to get something new is to sacrifice something old. Dropping them can lead to interesting discoveries.
When one has thrown away all of the properties, is there anything left to give up? I don't know."

I have decided to give up... trying to give up
Give up on this What i called as one way ticket, one way train...
i m just that tired... to hold on to it...
i once sat in there for a year...
N i took one year to give up...
N this time i took a shorter time to decide...
maybe coz i never sat in the train at all...
but the pain is still there...

... i went to meet up with him again...
i dun know y?
to a plc where it seems familiar...
same view... same smell... same feel...
he still wear that same perfume...
same old smiles...
haha...
somehow i felt sad ...
sad that i broke my promise...
the promise i make myself...
somehow i m just that...
but mayb i just really need that hug...
a hug that can give me that warmness...
that touch... that belonging...
haha...
he told me to give up if i felt hurt to hold this affection of u
Yes i felt hurt...
n i doesnt belong there at all...
i did not being accepted or rejected...
i m just pending there...
but somehow i confuse myself for saying i do no wanna know
leaves it in silence...
but deep inside i m so eager to know...
how i wish u gave me some reponse...
but just no...

not to worry i m not turning back...
not turnng back to anyone...
i will move on...
i will kept it in...
so goodbye... goodbye to that affection for u camel...