Oh...have been very busy lately!
Finally got off day!
ha ha...

Somehow he is not that toopid...
he can sense it...
not possible ...
but still i didnt tell him...
still uncertain...
uncertain on how deep or shallow it is...
still worried...
worried how will things turn out to be...
still scare...
scare of being hurt...
i m now badly hurt...
still bleeding...
i m scare to hear any reply...
i m scare of being hurt again...
dun think i can take it now...
but deep inside i do miss him...
ha ha...
i m not a easy ger to handle ba...
full of hurts, being torn apart...
someone that felt life is meaningless...
how could it be?
he likes ger to be cheerful...
just like him...
he likes ger that covers his weakness...
mayb i cant...
maybe thats why i couldnt walk in...
n may never...
Deep inside Lord i pray that u will bless him...
that he will find that someone that he truely love...
n she love him back as much...
so that lonely soul will not left alone n cry at times...
there is always that someone beside him...
to keep him stronger...
May love be with him...