Recently, there alot of things happening in my life...
that is making me very helpless at time...
One of my e-pal email me this song...(background music)
i doubt whether can i?
i really do not have any strength now...
i do not have any strength to hold on my faith...
Family..Work..Friends..Love?
All happened all of the sudden...
Everything just seems so wrong to me...
Who will come n hold me then?

the other day when i meet up with Joelle..
she told me " God is very fair, He give u somthing
n He will take away somthing from u."
Does this really apply to everyone?
My Broken Family... not any close kinship..
My Friends... ...
My work Stress work stress work...
My Love... Dun even mention abt that...
never there at all...
Sometime i doubt... i do...
what did i had in return?
or whats given?
Sorry God that i doubt, but i really did...
i m now in total darkness...
Save me!
Show me some light...
please!
i felt so so afraid, so scare... can u see?

i still miss him... hasnt been seeing him lately...
never hear any news from him too...
think life must be very busy for him...
miss u!