Hey feeling tired!
cos last night sing midnight k @ kbox with Primary school pal Liru
till 4am in the morning then breakfast, talk till 7am...
Actually i dated so many of them ...
but only a few reply...
First Henry---->busy, a lot of work to do
2nd Shuzhen---> oversea, holiday
Karen----> told me let me know again(but never)
Shunli----> told me not sure confirm again(but never)
(Dont know why i sense that something is wrong after we meet up...
he seldom reply my msg, nor see him on msn...may be his really busy with his life...
i really put in effort to keep in contact,
so as to get back that friendship we used to had back in school time,
find someone to talk to but sometime its just hard...)
then weiling also reply said --->busy that day
others!HUH! none reply...
sometime i just HATE to organize...
cos nowadays everyone had grown up...
have their own life
own circle of friends...
BUSY BUSY BUSY
Haiz....

recently have been very busy with work...
cos a lot of things happening at work plc!
but not really abt work but the people there.
now we r really short of manpower esp for stat dept.
cos Lijuan resign...
wei loon having some problem back at hometown Malaysia--->went back
Wan mei suddenly having depression---->off duty
this is the third case of depression in the store...
first is Marie--->lay eng--->wan mei!
and from what i know wan mei is having a hard time now...
she seems to be very seriously ill
she is normal at work for the past years we have been working together.
often lunch time me,SH,lan eng & her will gossip & joke around.
no doubt that she might have slight depression
& have to be careful when joking with her
she is a good worker...
we are all very sad that such things happened again....
& we are scare too...
some said its like a curse...
others said Fu Shui no good etc...
i m worried for myself...
as i know i also do have a slight SYMPTOMS of depression...
>Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
>Decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down"
>Appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain
>Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
& Women experience depression about twice as often as men
Depressive disorders make one feel exhausted, worthless,
helpless, and hopeless.
Such negative thoughts and f
eelings make some people feel like giving up.
It is important to realize that these negative views are part of the depression

Dear Father,
Lord, You have the name that is above all names.
You are Lord forever and there is no one who can challenge
Your authority and power.
You rule forever and ever,
and there is no end to Your Kingdom.
I bring myself before Your throne of grace,
and ask that You would look upon me with Your favor.
Your word says that You give strength to the weary,
so I ask that You would strengthen me.
Bless me Lord with Your presence,
and encourage my heart.
Remind me of Your faithfulness and
Your love that I might stand in faith against the issues that I face.
I bind the schemes of the enemy to tear me down,
and I rebuke the spirits that have been assigned to harass me.
I ask You Lord to minister fresh strength and joy to me.
I agree with Your word that says Your plans for me are to give me hope and a future,
let it be so,
according to Your will.
I pray in Jesus mighty name, Amen!