I Have Been Sentence to death by U on 16/10
I felt very puzzle when i receive her MSG in the afternoon.

"i have a question to you. If you r so unhappy abt me for so many things, y you still keep me as friend? At least i have never bad mouth other abt you and treasure who you r, and try to help"

"Just some deep thoughts. Jus feel that i have treasure you for who u r and what you r. And have treat you truthfully and sincerely. So jus feel that if u have so much unhappiness on me. Then it will be better for us to end e friendship as we will not further disrupt e friendship"

"Just want to let u know that if you have so much unhappiness abt me then i do not want to do much unhappiness to your life. You just be happy..."

" i have heard that you have unhappiness with me, u feel that i always get certain attention since school days and u have been jealous. That you dont get. And Y m i lucky to get certain things u dun get. Dun ask me who say so. Anyway i have heard from one person. But i am jus very disappointed."

i ask myself..."what actually happen?" "Who was that person"
i m very upset because i was sentence to death immediately i receive the MSG. No chance to explain. No chance for appeal. No Rights to know who that Fucking person is. And it prove to me that No TRUST at all. The MSG is NOT to ask a question. Its an ANSWER. In the pervious incident just a MSG "did u MSG him?" and u flooded me with harsh MSG saying i doubt u i dont trust u...u dont wan this friendship! This time the trust the doubt u have for me is 100x more. we have know each other for 10years but sad to said that the amount of trust we build over this years is just like that. Peanut size! ha ha...

Anyway i didnt even wanna explain since u already make your choice to listen & believe that person. I dont think there is any needs to explain... cause no meaning at all. As God knows. & i also pray to God that if I did said such thing than take me to hell and punish me immediately or ASAP. Amen. So take a look out for my death.

I really wanna ask that Fucking person do u really know me? Some time a simple word like "ENVY" can be manipulate as "JEALOUS" I will curse that person for bad mouth me if what he said is false. Even if it shorten my life. i really wanna know who u r. Sit Down & talk. to find out the answer i want to know for MYSELF. As i m not feeling good...for myself.

Jo told me " i know its hard to accept that between both of u things turn out this way. But since things had already happen just take it by stride. Give your self sometime to get over her. Well this is life isit it? Up & Down..." Although i do not have much friends in life, plus i lost this dear one...but i will get over this right God, i pray for your blessing.Amen.

i have bought the 星光帮 latest album B$ this incident happen. I came across this song 总在我身旁. i feel that this song is very suitable for me to delicate to all my truthful friends. That actually include her but now ... Anyway i will get over this... as its life...just disappointed & upset...
But i still wanna delicate to all out there... who love me...

In Jesus Name i pray, Amen