
Friday, March 07, 2008
Its been quite a while since i last blog
Did not blog for the whole month of Feb...
Ohhhhh... my birthday have just past...
This year Birthday wasn't that happy...
Felt very lonely...Although my gang had a party with me
This year never had birthday cake...
Felt lonely ...
although i receive a lot of SMS birthday wishes.
DC msg me near end of last month & said his planning to come Singapore to work.
Somehow i felt happy but ...
He said will come & look for me...
How i wish his single now.. but..
i how i will not fallen a part when i saw him again..
i dun like this feeling..
or mayb i think too much..
JZ recently also treat me very cold..
that makes me even sad..
He is always there to bring me out for a walk during my downtime..
But now.. it seems like things changes..
that make me even more lonely..
Mayb i should not be so selfish..
I m the one who dun accept his love,
i shouldn't held him up here with me..
mayb..
but any least now i felt very enjoying @ work..
cos of my gang of ppl..
everyday full of laughter
Stocktake variance already out..
the Amt i m very satisfy
But i heard that we will changes !
Huh!
Omg..
never expected..
hope there wun be..
i hope to stay here..so is my gang..
Lord Dear Heavenly Father,
I sincerely pray for wisdom & strength that i can handle the up coming renovation.
I also pray that ppl in my branch will not got involve in the big blow.
if we r really involve, Father i pray that u make us all strong to handle all changes.
Father, i m still lost in my way in love.
i m no longer young in age, i really pray to find the light of my love.
i pray for my friends n love ones to be healthy.
In Jesus Name i Pray,
Amen
Joey