Joye

Super junior!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

i think i have fall in love with Super Junior
after i saw there performance at the 20th Taiwan Music awards.
Great perfromance!!!!!!!!!

痞子英雄 Black & White

2009-07-03T16:50:00.002+08:00

Wow... Long Long time never blog le...

New Drama!!! 痞子英雄 Black & white

有陽光照耀的地方才有影子在這個真實與謊言難以分辨的時代，我們正處在光明與黑暗相生相剋的世界裡。光亮的地方，未必不會被黑暗的勢力所吞噬，而混沌不明的幽微處，常常就是光明最根源的力量。
痞子英雄，就是一個關於光明與黑暗的故事。痞子與英雄，正是兩個不斷與黑暗對抗，同時點燃光明的兩個警察。擺脫過去華文警匪的沈重模式；讓明亮輕快的陳述與海灣城市的架構，把看起來的黑暗，都隱藏在光明與燦爛之中。等著兩個微小的刑警，憑藉著心中唯一的正義，維持著這臨海城市、美好而光亮的清晨。

【痞子—陳在天】周渝民飾
【英雄—吳英雄】趙又廷飾
【陳琳】陳意涵飾
【藍西英】張鈞甯飾
【小馬】修杰楷飾
【三聯會會長老頭】秦沛飾
【傭兵部隊隊長 BOSS】洪天祥飾
【國際刑警雷慕莎】隋棠飾

Artz......

2009-04-03T14:39:00.003+08:00

Do i look beautiful......

Hmm... so is Angel!

What can u smell?

败犬女王 New Taiwan Drama!

2009-03-25T10:08:00.002+08:00

Recently i m catching this Taiwan Drama online...

a nice show.. should ctach...

but somehow sometime i felt sad watching it cause...

u know la... in love life...

hai...

anyway a nice drama worth watching...

败犬女王

说好的幸福呢

2009-03-11T14:41:00.003+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了
我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Lovely!

2009-03-11T14:12:00.004+08:00

Haha...recently i juz step in to my year of 27.
woo... very fast oh...
everythings seems just like yesterday....
Old liao now eager to look for my partner if not really have to become old woman le...
Ahhhh..... how....

now then i know that all my dear friends at work are working hard for my Xin Fu also...
recently i saw the song kee salesman name ben i think... soon chances have been made from my dear Pei Pei & kl... But somehow the feel is not there with the two look?
they said i picky.... i m ????

then lately over our side someone had return to single then rumors start to blow towards me...
Aunties start to pull red line le... ha ha...
i very pai seh leh...
but somehow i enjoy that feeling ba... mayb empty for too long....

then someone ask me a question
" have u date b4?"
"y do you break off?"
i just smile & bought over it...
somehow i felt sad to mention anything... i still have not got over?
sometime i felt that its my own fault that i didnt grab the chance when it came to me...
i dun have the courage...
i dun wan to face it...
i felt sorry for myself...
i let myself down...

will i contiune to be like this...
who can really save me then...

My Birthday

2009-02-27T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today is my birthday!
My 27th Birthday!
i felt that the more birthday one had the more lonely i felt...
but maybe coz i m alone now thats why i felt the way...
but thanks anyway for all the wishes from all out there...
hop my wish will come true...

miss you so much!

2009-02-20T14:06:00.005+08:00

Oh... i've been very busy with work lately...

but i m still thinking about him...

its been a month since i last said Goodbye to him...

hope his doing just fine over there...

Sad that i wasnt able to visit him this March...

& when will we meet again?

miss him so much....

the last outing with wei loon

2009-01-15T11:16:00.003+08:00

Oh My dear Husband in P* is Leaving me soon.....
rite after new year.....
Sad....
we all had a great time togther.....
our last farewell....
although i dun really support his reason of leaving....
but i cant do anything too...
life is short & we should move on...
he had his thinking too...
better than me a lost child....

recently had receive a complain...
my very first one....
really felt bad abt it....
then KL told me its time to think on the future...
i felt very sad...
for so many years,
i served so many ppl....
& this is what i get eventually....
singaporean is really S*** man!
tiny little thing they will do complain...
moreover she said i spoke to her in high tone...
C'mon i m a soft spoken person...
but.....hai....
what to do?........

《潮男正傳》Fashion Show!!!

2008-12-25T15:43:00.004+08:00

Show will be releasing his next album tmr in taiwan!!!!!

《潮男正傳》Fashion Show

唱片行版/潮男誌盒裝版

便利商店版/潮男幻鏡珍藏版

Singapore there isnt any Preorder...

And stock should reach there only on 30th!!!

Merry Christmas!!!!

2008-12-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

Ho HO HO!!!!
Its christmas time!!!!!!

"I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people.” Luke 2:10 (NIV)

This may come as a shock to you, but God really likes parties.
God is into parties; God likes to party; God is constantly throwing parties.
In fact, the Bible says that God’s angels throw a party every time a single person trusts Jesus as the Lord and Savior of his or her life.
They party for joy whenever someone turns away from self-centeredness and turns toward Jesus.
Christmas is a party; it’s a birthday party for Jesus.
It’s why we say “Merry Christmas.”
Yet, we often leave the guest of honor out of our Christmas parties!
Thinking about this irony, I started asking people,

“What are you celebrating this Christmas?”

This is what a few of them told me:

· “What am I celebrating? Not a lot.”

· “The blessings that we’ve had in our family this year.”

· “Just the Christmas spirit.”

· “Being home and not being on the road for the holidays.”

· “This Christmas? I’m celebrating the birth of Christ.”

· “Nothing. I just want to get through it.”

This last comment is true for a lot of people.
Christmas may be a season of celebration,
but they feel they have nothing to celebrate.
Perhaps that’s true of you, too. You’re thinking,
"I just want to get through Christmas. I just want to survive it.
I’ve got nothing to celebrate.”
But God, through his angel,
tells us that embedded in Christmas is good news of such great joy that,
if we believe it, we won’t be able to contain the celebration within us.
But we get so frustrated in our circumstances or so busy simply getting ready for the celebration that we lose sight of the joy.
The good news turns into the fact that your in-laws aren’t coming this year or you managed to keep within the Christmas budget.

God’s good news is so much more than that!
The joy of Christmas is based on three things:
(1) God loves us;
(2) God is with us;
(3) God is for us. Can you hear the celebration in that?!

Wishing all ,Ur love ones, Family & friends,
are blessed with Hope ,Peace, Joy & Love.

Merry Christmas!!!! Joy to You!!!

Horoscope...

2008-12-05T14:43:00.002+08:00

PISCES WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and is gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She cannot tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own clothes. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to overpower any man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?

2008-12-05T14:38:00.001+08:00

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?

Feb 19 to Feb 28
Pine Tree

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self-esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

i cut my hair short again...

2008-10-22T15:23:00.002+08:00

Sometime ago i was still having my long hair....

Start letting it grow since begin of the year....

but still i cut it off recently...

short real short again....

some said nice some said not...

hai... i always cant get a perfect good haircut.....

hope it will grow as soon as possible so i can chnage again... cos now its too short like boy boy... hahaha

Update....

2008-10-06T19:36:00.003+08:00

Recently have been busy with my work as the stocktake is just 2 days away!....
Alot of preparation work to be done & of coz need to train ppl & be train also...
& was facing some uncomfortable in work too...which make me unhappy ...
Have to go for course...one coming up too...(hmmm...forgot what course was it?)
All these..........Sian....!

A week ago i went to YY hometown "IPOH"...
will touch on that when i get the photos from KL then.....

Have been catching the drama...籃球火 Hot Shot
hope everyone will support Show & enjoy the drama too...
Quite funny.....hahahahah.....
u can catch it at http://ykedwin.blogspot.com

What is Customer Service?

2008-09-25T11:23:00.006+08:00

Customer service is an action, not a department.
It is an idea, not a thing.
It is calling Mrs. Jones by her name when she walks in the door,
asking how her kids are doing, and if she's excelling in her career.

People in general have become used to the 'Next, Please' mindset of ushering customers through a revolving door only to increase the numbers.
We are less often asked "How may I help you?" and are asked more along the lines of "What do I have to do for you?".

There are still businesses that stand behind their customer service values,
believe it or not.
Because customer service has become so vacant in our everyday tasks,
it has also become a valuable competitive advantage when a business can offer outstanding customer service; particularly in intangible product and service industries, such as investing, insurance, and banking.

When the door opens, a service-oriented employee will say to a customer,
"Hi! How are you?" and really want to know the answer.
If you ask for help, a service-oriented employee will assist you personally if possible,
rather than passing you to someone else.
If she has to refer you to a co-worker for help,
she will follow up with you to make sure you received satisfactory assistance.
In helping you, she will go above and beyond what you asked and give you what she knows you need. And, she'll do it with a smile.
That customer will leave the business thinking, "WOW. Now that's customer service!"

when for courses this pass days....
This is what i got at the end of it...
Cusomter First Mindset....
its always esay to said then to do isnt it?
with all that different type of customers u will face everyday in day out...
can it be 100% consistence?
Jus got the mystery shoppers result... although we got high marks but overall, the company in whole compare to the sector we r the bottom...
sad right...
the management will be having meeting over meeting on this matters...
really hit us hard... so what's next...
should have alot to do... alot coming up... i think...

命中注定我愛你

2008-08-28T13:43:00.002+08:00

Lately i m catching the Taiwan drama show 命中注定我愛你...
I saw this guy Dylon 楚河.
Find him very handsome ...
The type of guy i like...
haha...
i m also attracted by guys with this lenght of hair de wor...
but also depend la... haha
but guy if free can do catch this drama...
quite a nice one wor....

2008-07-28T23:12:00.003+08:00

Today i when to watch the Red Cliff Part 1 with YY & jimmy.

This is an ancient Chinese war epic.

I thought it would be pretty dry since it is 145 mins long and

Three Kingdoms is never a ladies movie.

However John Woo has introduced bits and pieces of humor,

that's why it was not boring.

Overall I find the portrayals of generals and warriors

(ZhangFei, GuanYu, Zhao Yun, LiuBei, CaoCao and ZhouYu)

by the actors have come across more convincing than ZhugeLiang.

I played the game Romance of the Three Kingdom.

After watching it, I felt that John Woo did very well in directing this movie.

The overall script and the lines of the characters are good i think.

And that is what is most important in movies that are based from history.

I felt that the actor that I think gave me a better impression is Zhang Fengyi,

the man that portrayed Cao Cao.

I think he really fit the character Cao Cao and I think he did a nice job.

I was never bored the whole movie despite that the movie is quite long.

They have great battle scenes and

they managed to insert quite few good lines to make people laugh.

Overall I say that this movie is very good.

I m eagerly waitng for part 2....

Patience with Imperfection

2008-07-18T20:45:00.004+08:00

Patience with Imperfection

Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. Ephesians 4:2 (NIV)

Humorist Dave Barry says, “A perfect parent is a person with excellent child-rearing theories and no actual children.”

The same could be said of a perfect world or a perfect family; there’s only one way to mess things up: People!

Living with imperfect people requires patience, and you – now I say this as a friend – are one of the imperfect people who requires patience! Unfortunately, I’m an imperfect person too.

Patience means putting up with me when you’d rather lose your temper; it means forgiving me when you’d rather nurture a grudge.

In addition, patience is a muzzle on a mouth full of murmurs that are passed along as prayer requests. Patience puts the long in long-suffering. Patience is love in action because “love is patient” (1 Corinthians 13:4 NIV).

Patience and a critical spirit are mutually exclusive. Even when your complaints are justified, patience pushes and pulls you toward forgiving and forgetting: “A man’s wisdom gives him patience; it is to his glory to overlook an offense” (Proverbs 19:11 NIV).

Being patient may try our patience, but we become stronger when we learn to love imperfect people. Patience frees us to develop godly diversity in our relationships, where we no longer require everyone to act and look and think the same way we do.

..........................So love me with patient...........................

Toothache!

2008-07-17T11:34:00.002+08:00

Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!
my toothache is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG damn painful especially when eating...
Sigh...
think is that wisdom tooth making trouble for me....
i scare denist wor....
hopefully it will recover soon so i dun need to go see doc!!!!!!!!!

Welocme to my world

2008-07-14T13:41:00.005+08:00

haha... back with blogging...
anyone miss me??

Past sat when to Cao Ge live concert 2008 in singapore
Woo... What a nice show....
Wonderful voice...
charming...
handsome...
cute...
a real gift from God....
very touch...

he really put in a lot of heart to sing his song....
but singapore fan r too calm in a way...
really love him enjoy his song...

Back to bloggin!

2008-03-07T11:06:00.005+08:00

Its been quite a while since i last blog
Did not blog for the whole month of Feb...
Ohhhhh... my birthday have just past...
This year Birthday wasn't that happy...
Felt very lonely...Although my gang had a party with me
This year never had birthday cake...
Felt lonely ...
although i receive a lot of SMS birthday wishes.

DC msg me near end of last month & said his planning to come Singapore to work.
Somehow i felt happy but ...
He said will come & look for me...
How i wish his single now.. but..
i how i will not fallen a part when i saw him again..
i dun like this feeling..
or mayb i think too much..

JZ recently also treat me very cold..
that makes me even sad..
He is always there to bring me out for a walk during my downtime..
But now.. it seems like things changes..
that make me even more lonely..
Mayb i should not be so selfish..
I m the one who dun accept his love,
i shouldn't held him up here with me..
mayb..

but any least now i felt very enjoying @ work..
cos of my gang of ppl..
everyday full of laughter

Stocktake variance already out..
the Amt i m very satisfy
But i heard that we will changes !

Huh!
Omg..
never expected..
hope there wun be..
i hope to stay here..so is my gang..

Lord Dear Heavenly Father,
I sincerely pray for wisdom & strength that i can handle the up coming renovation.
I also pray that ppl in my branch will not got involve in the big blow.
if we r really involve, Father i pray that u make us all strong to handle all changes.
Father, i m still lost in my way in love.
i m no longer young in age, i really pray to find the light of my love.
i pray for my friends n love ones to be healthy.

In Jesus Name i Pray,
Amen
Joey

1st Blog of the year!

2008-01-14T18:35:00.000+08:00

1st Blog of the year!
How's the year so far?
Mine? ok loh...
Had a get away trip to kukup on 6th & 7th...
With...Yee Lin, YY,Jimmy, Wei loon,Wee Leong+his gf, Kuen Luen+his gf,Hwa Nian
not very fun la... but at least enjoy the feeling of get away from this little city...
will upload the picture once i get it...

one thing that spolit my mood of the trip was when we came back n went to city sq for a moive...
up the escalators...
i saw him...beside is a lady...down
his gf?
rather close...
i voided him...
but the moment i past him...
i felt so sad...
His a married man...
Why dating someone else...
maybe just a friend...
but i dun felt that they are just friend...
What i m sad is not that he had someone new...
is that i felt sorry for his wife...
i always dont wanna believe that his "Hua Xin"
i always thought i m that 3rd party...
I always dun believe there is 4th 5th out there...
but why must i saw that...
somehow...i felt i m just nothing to him...
3rd party is what i gave myself a title in his life...
i really felt that sad for his wife...
Men are so scary at time...

Had a date with Christina on past fri...
when sing k again...
ha ha...
never taken pic with her...
but yes we did now!

Acting cute at home!

ha ha...
soon turning 26 liao...
Old liao loh!!!!!!
That day Bao Jian came back for a visit...
He sais will give me 99 roses for the valentine...
ha ha... his only 18 leh...
But i know his just joking...
So who will give me my 99 roses???

for Mid Feb & mar i should be very busy with the renovation of the shop...
but HUH!!!! My Birthday on 27 leh...
Dunno Fuiling will approve my off day a not!!!...
Cross finger pray hard!!!!!
God!

Christmas day & my christmas Present!

2007-12-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho...

how's everyone christmas?

Hope everyone had a Great day!

Let's see what i had this year...

From YY & Hwa Nian

From: vendor! Water dispenser

From : Alson Cookie

From : Ms Audrey

From : My Staff Jenny

From my new staff: Hwee Tieng

Hope do i celebrate my christmas...

went to watch movie with Jimmy YY

we watch the Alvin And The Chipmunks

Wanna watch I am Legend but no one wanna join me!
Then later we meet up with wei loon & went to celebrate YY birthday @ jimmy house!

Making wish...

Weiloon & yy -Taken By me

Jimmy & YY Taken By me

Me YY & jimmy- Taken by Weiloon

Oh... time flies...
Its year end again!
soon its 2008 that means i m going to move in to my 26 years!!!!!
AHHHHHH.....
Ha ha ...
its time to make wishes for 2008
Father i pray that year 2008 will be a better year
i pray that life could be more joyous...
filled with friends & love ones...
still pray to have met my mr right...(my friend said my partner will be a handsome one)
in career lord i pray that there will be a chance of promotion.
lord i pray for wisdom, i pray that u give me clear mind to handle situation.
i pray that i m able to learn new things. to grow...
& of cause i pray that i will not be transfer out to other outlet..
but if its good for me i will still take it but i pray that a new outlet will be better for me.
& hope its near by.....
For my family...
lord i just like to pray that every member of the family will live happily under the roof.
i pray for good health & happiness including Angel my doggie

In Jesus Name I Pray,
Amen

New Song!

2007-12-26T09:53:00.000+08:00

Ha ha...New song introduction

From 林依晨恶作剧2吻《你》

風輕輕我聽見你聲音

你對著我叮嚀要注意自己的心情

雨輕輕我聽見你聲音

你拿著傘靠近為我遮著風擋著雨

一點點想哭泣一點點想著你

你的愛很珍惜

我總依賴著你的記憶

你就像風在說話順著我方向

你就像海中的波浪堆著我成長

我明白你的回答溫柔的對話

愛情其實沒有辦法不被感動吧我不說謊

風輕輕我聽見你的聲音

你對著我叮嚀要注意自己的心情

雨輕輕我聽見你的聲音

你拿著傘靠近為我遮著風擋著雨

一點點想哭泣一點點想著你

你的愛很珍惜

feeling down...

2007-12-20T09:31:00.000+08:00

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱...

Show On Stage Singapore 2007

2007-12-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

Show On Stage Singapore 2007《一支獨SHOW》
羅志祥新加坡演唱會2007

1st of Dec 2007 is a day that i will not forgot...
First i like to thanks God...
for giving me such a good team at work...
i really thanks Jason, Nancy & kok weng...
Thanks them for giving me the ticket to the concert...
This is show First concert in singapore...
i must be there to support...

Althought i wasnt quite happy this couple of weeks becoz of the ticket issuewhich i will talk about some other day...
but after the concert i really felt very happy...

ok talk about the concert....
First... Xiao Zhu's English really improve alot...
Well done & Good Good Good(Mr Pig) Ha ha ha...
I really like him on the altitude he project...
the effort he put in...his dancer are pro...
His dance & wow... His voice improve alot!!!!
He sings live very well... even Nancy also said so...
What that is lack in this concert is the stage...
Not really well design...a small one will not much decor...
N the one sitting beside me isnt that active...
in my row only i m holding on to the light stick, sit, dance, sing along...
But he is why i went...
I really love him alot... & i see him grow...
we will grow togther...

i went there in a rush...so never bring the camera...
anyway below r some of the photos...

Opening Pose

Rainnie(Guest)

The Concert ticket!

The merchandise Pass

As u said u will never forget 1st of dec 2007...

i believe alot others will not too...

Love you...

一支獨秀

2007-11-22T12:59:00.000+08:00

I m counting down to 一支獨秀concert le...
very excited...
never hope that days passes fast...but now i m...
hope this day coming soon...
now i m playing one of the song from his new album. 做得到
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ok recently was busy with roadshow...but finally it ends on the 18/11
sales not very good...
hai...
pass monday was my off days...
but was told to help at T3 for a few hours!
OMG! T3!
took a cab now for $22...
when i reach...i saw quite a number of family taking photos
but there is nothing much at this point of time ah!
none of the shop is open...
there is still alot of construction work going on...
but that is my First time in T3 or the 2nd time in Spore Airport!
Wow... i dunno the place at all...
it seems so unfamiliar to me...

show latest album out for pre sales!

2007-11-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

要踏破多少舞鞋才能成為舞台上的一支獨SHOW?
亞洲新舞王羅志祥
加盟EMI最新年度音樂鉅作
5度舞關稱霸舞林
2007全新專輯[舞所不在Show Your Dance]
11/16一支獨秀全亞洲舞所不在

Show Latest album

2007-11-11T14:50:00.001+08:00

have been sentence to death!

2007-10-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

I Have Been Sentence to death by U on 16/10
I felt very puzzle when i receive her MSG in the afternoon.

"i have a question to you. If you r so unhappy abt me for so many things, y you still keep me as friend? At least i have never bad mouth other abt you and treasure who you r, and try to help"

"Just some deep thoughts. Jus feel that i have treasure you for who u r and what you r. And have treat you truthfully and sincerely. So jus feel that if u have so much unhappiness on me. Then it will be better for us to end e friendship as we will not further disrupt e friendship"

"Just want to let u know that if you have so much unhappiness abt me then i do not want to do much unhappiness to your life. You just be happy..."

" i have heard that you have unhappiness with me, u feel that i always get certain attention since school days and u have been jealous. That you dont get. And Y m i lucky to get certain things u dun get. Dun ask me who say so. Anyway i have heard from one person. But i am jus very disappointed."

i ask myself..."what actually happen?" "Who was that person"
i m very upset because i was sentence to death immediately i receive the MSG. No chance to explain. No chance for appeal. No Rights to know who that Fucking person is. And it prove to me that No TRUST at all. The MSG is NOT to ask a question. Its an ANSWER. In the pervious incident just a MSG "did u MSG him?" and u flooded me with harsh MSG saying i doubt u i dont trust u...u dont wan this friendship! This time the trust the doubt u have for me is 100x more. we have know each other for 10years but sad to said that the amount of trust we build over this years is just like that. Peanut size! ha ha...

Anyway i didnt even wanna explain since u already make your choice to listen & believe that person. I dont think there is any needs to explain... cause no meaning at all. As God knows. & i also pray to God that if I did said such thing than take me to hell and punish me immediately or ASAP. Amen. So take a look out for my death.

I really wanna ask that Fucking person do u really know me? Some time a simple word like "ENVY" can be manipulate as "JEALOUS" I will curse that person for bad mouth me if what he said is false. Even if it shorten my life. i really wanna know who u r. Sit Down & talk. to find out the answer i want to know for MYSELF. As i m not feeling good...for myself.

Jo told me " i know its hard to accept that between both of u things turn out this way. But since things had already happen just take it by stride. Give your self sometime to get over her. Well this is life isit it? Up & Down..." Although i do not have much friends in life, plus i lost this dear one...but i will get over this right God, i pray for your blessing.Amen.

i have bought the 星光帮 latest album B$ this incident happen. I came across this song 总在我身旁. i feel that this song is very suitable for me to delicate to all my truthful friends. That actually include her but now ... Anyway i will get over this... as its life...just disappointed & upset...
But i still wanna delicate to all out there... who love me...

In Jesus Name i pray, Amen

BBQ on 230907

2007-09-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

On Sunday Morning 10am... Me Wei loon Jimmy Yee lin & our new member YY went KBOX!
we are told that its $13 nett/person with meal n drink n can sing till 1pm.
But as we All are Love Singin... so we ask for extension...
Ha ha... we lie to the in charge that we r student so he offer us $12/person got food n can sing till 5pm!
ha ha... YY have a very nice voice! & we really enjoy as we are all very high that day...

we left at 5pm n proceed to Yee lin's house as the BBQ pit is near her house.
Jimmy is our chef that day! Yummy! he really good in cooking!

our chef

n his assistant! Wei loon... Ha ha ha...

over all its a nice day...a successful event...
just that Yee lin seems a bit moody since we started the BBQ...
i dunno why also...
& personally i felt sad over aileen... as we seems like stranger...
our next event will be ......... Sentosa! 4th of nov!now we all have to plan for the renovation on 5th oct again!

i m back!

2007-09-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhh.... Miss me?
ha ha... i m back for updates!
wooooo... its been a long long time since i blog...
ha ha... what have i been doing?
ok recently last fri sat Show luo zhi xiang came singapore to promote his chinese version of HSM 2 song. although i didnt go but i m happy to see his news at his fan or fan club web.
Jia You Oh show!
his coming for his concert on 1st of dec...
but no one accompany me go leh!
sad sad...
really very sad...
hope miracle will happen...
i will be able to go!
Lord i pray.
last sat went was my kala Day!
in the afternoon went k with Margaret...
at night went with Christina...
oh... Christina sing till cry at some time...
but i can understand her feeling...
when one is out of love one really felt sad...
cry out will feel much better de...
but i feel quite happy cause she seems much stronger than i thought...
Christina be strong! Jia you!

i m still single till now...
start to get use of this kind of life...
really hope that someone could change me...
the way i felt..i thought..
life is very boring... with just me in ...

I m Back!

2007-08-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

Oooooo! i m back with my update!
ha ha.... its been some time since my last update!
First i finally got my show on stage t-shirt le!
ha ha...
nice!

oh... recently have been very busy with the renovation in store...
but this is only the first phase , 2nd one will be coming in Oct...
Once settled will last till next year le!
will have a huge shrink in size(floorarea)
for the past few days we all are working very hard...
& thanks to the management we have to work OVERNIGHT!
Oh no! that was the first thought that came in to my mind...
BUT thanks to the guys in store...
we ladies do not need to work overnight...
we take care of the day n them in night...
some Picture taken on the five hero & of cos me!!!!

Flower eater!

Jimmy~ working hard!

Hwa nian... Cheers

Wei Liang... Tired?

Wei loon~not enough sleep?

Kok luen... Hungry!!!!
Ha ha...
later still have a steamboat supper with some of them...
need to work forward to the phase 2....
Arghhhhh...
Headache....

林宥嘉-走鋼索的人

2007-08-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

林宥嘉-走鋼索的人.mp3

走在半空中要人命的风

就快要把我吹落

你在那一头说你不爱我

我挂在风里颤抖

走钢索的人不害怕牺牲

只求你一句爱我

往前是解脱后退是自由

我应不应该回头

风吹痛我双眼我看不清楚

我平衡不了躲在我心里的苦

我要给你幸福你蛮不在乎

你爱不爱我会决定我下一步

往前是冷漠后退是寂寞

乾脆我坠落

回忆在左手未来在右手

谁又会同情我

林宥嘉

2007-08-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

林宥嘉
he is 20 years old...
he is cute... &
has a beautiful voice...
i m touch by his singing...

超級星光大道-林宥嘉-你是我的眼

enjoy the song...

more coming up...

超級星光大道-林宥嘉-你是我的眼(蕭...

如果我能看得见

就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜

就能准确的在人群中

牵住你的手

如果我能看得见

就能驾车带你到处遨游

就能惊喜的从背后

给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见

生命也许完全不同

可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的

都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑

你说的白是什么白

人们说的天空蓝

是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸

却只能看见一片虚无

是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘

忘了掀开

你是我的眼

带我领略四季的变换

你是我的眼

带我穿越拥挤的人潮

你是我的眼

带我阅读浩瀚的书海

因为你是我的眼

让我看见这世界

就在我眼前

Renovation coming up!

2007-07-26T14:08:00.001+08:00

Hohoho...
recently have been working working working!
last sun went to Wendy's new born baby celebration~!
ha ha... catch up with Ann & haili!
they are still the same...
as back in school time...
ha ha...
Aiyo... Henry was late that day...
thought of chatting with him but have to go off when he finally came...
ha ha...
his daughter is rather small in size compared to wendy's
woo...~ have to feed her more...
really hope to have a gathering of class 5 N 1 leh!
miss them so much....
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From mid of Aug onwards...
i will be very busy at work loh....
Now have to start a lot of planning for the up coming renovation...
My Dept will be greatly affected!
Agrhhhhh.....
so now have to rest well & relax loh....

Power trip!

2007-07-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

Oh! yesterday was like a nightmare to me...
POWER TRIP at shopfloor during peak hour!
& the "perfect" work combination...
i m not the Duty Manager that day...
but have to do all of the work...
i must tell the Dm to do this & that...
still have to write the incident record on the same day...
AGrh....a bad day i had....
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Monday i went for training at HQ...
on Service Excellence M3
there i learn...
* handling customers' behaviours
* Importance of customers' Feedbacks
* 9 types of customers
* Handling 5 types of complainers
* Questioning Techniques
Ohh...
still will have assessment... OMG!
hate that...
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recently at work facing a few products problem...
which perviously never happen...
headache...
& Harry potter 7 is releasing this coming sat @ 7.01am!!!!!
woo... should expect alot of ppl coming to bookshop....
hope to have good sales ...
ha ha...

2007罗志祥世界巡回演唱会Show On Stage

2007-07-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

2007罗志祥世界巡回演唱会Show On Stage

日期：2007年12月1日時間：

晚上8點地點：新加坡室內體育館（Singapore Indoor Stadium）

票價：$168, $148, $128, $98 and $78 (手續費 S$2.00另加)

Details are out...
but still not sure when selling the tickets....
ok ok...
ha ah ...
this morning when to Popular @ IMM to get my half yearly Outstanding Cert & Money!!!!
ha ha...
my Cert...

took a few photos... with mr yeo(director)
will post it once i got it...
hee...hee.. mr yeo...said i well deserve this award!!!
ok in Aug will have to work on the Yearly Best Supervisor!!! Money $$$

Miss me!

2007-06-29T14:01:00.000+08:00

Ha ha... its been something since i last blog...
recently company came out a notice regarding personal blogging...
saying we r not allow to disclose any confidential information on our blog...
ya... i always agree on that...
that's why... sometime its hard for me to phrase the things that i wanted to said...
ha ha...lucky i didn't disclose any la...i think! hee hee..
OK recently business have pick up some during month end...
As the 20% discount is ending...
But latest news was 20% store wide for members & 10% for non-members...
ha ha...starts today!
Last for 3 days... so its not secret anymore....

ha ha i have been awarded HALF YEARLY OUTSTANDING STAFF 2007!
ha ha... going for award presentation @ imm this 4 July...
AWARD prize? ha ha... confidential...
should be taking some photo to display at shop floor & certificate!
ha ha... an least some recognition for me...
really touch to get a warm congrats from my EX SM soo hua...
she is one of a kind...
even aileen who i know so many donkeys year didn't call to congrats me...
but she did.
she did that extra mile...
as asking if i m nominated for the yearly outstanding by my current SM?
ha ha... frankly speaking i m not sure...
but i doubt i m loh.... she said she will check for me!
so touching... really thanks her alot!

sometime in life are just so unfair...
Two people at the same role getting the same title...
but the amount of work each produce is different why...
r they just so lucky!
why can they just hide their way though each n everyday...
they can not know or do much...
but in the end we gets the same awards....
sometime i just cant balance my thoughts on this....
ok i have to prepare for the confirmation appraisal for YY...
have to really brain storm on what i need to write
& mark her for the 3 months performance.

Last but not least...

SHOW ON STAGE : 1 DEC 2007 @ Singapore Indoor Stadium 8PM

ha ha i bought 2 concert tee from april... (waiting to collect my tee)
hope to wear on his concert...
ha ha i m sure going...
but noe must find friends to go along...
WEE WEE? he said contact him again...
cos his going NS liao...
& heard from Yee lin that aileen is keen also...
ha ha... must keep update on when the tickets start to sell...
must book the front seat...

Latest Sushi

2007-06-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

Latest Sushi...

U dare to eat?

misfortune at work...

2007-06-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hey feeling tired!
cos last night sing midnight k @ kbox with Primary school pal Liru
till 4am in the morning then breakfast, talk till 7am...
Actually i dated so many of them ...
but only a few reply...
First Henry---->busy, a lot of work to do
2nd Shuzhen---> oversea, holiday
Karen----> told me let me know again(but never)
Shunli----> told me not sure confirm again(but never)
(Dont know why i sense that something is wrong after we meet up...
he seldom reply my msg, nor see him on msn...may be his really busy with his life...
i really put in effort to keep in contact,
so as to get back that friendship we used to had back in school time,
find someone to talk to but sometime its just hard...)
then weiling also reply said --->busy that day
others!HUH! none reply...
sometime i just HATE to organize...
cos nowadays everyone had grown up...
have their own life
own circle of friends...
BUSY BUSY BUSY
Haiz....

recently have been very busy with work...
cos a lot of things happening at work plc!
but not really abt work but the people there.
now we r really short of manpower esp for stat dept.
cos Lijuan resign...
wei loon having some problem back at hometown Malaysia--->went back
Wan mei suddenly having depression---->off duty
this is the third case of depression in the store...
first is Marie--->lay eng--->wan mei!
and from what i know wan mei is having a hard time now...
she seems to be very seriously ill
she is normal at work for the past years we have been working together.
often lunch time me,SH,lan eng & her will gossip & joke around.
no doubt that she might have slight depression
& have to be careful when joking with her
she is a good worker...
we are all very sad that such things happened again....
& we are scare too...
some said its like a curse...
others said Fu Shui no good etc...
i m worried for myself...
as i know i also do have a slight SYMPTOMS of depression...
>Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
>Decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down"
>Appetite and/or weight loss or overeating and weight gain
>Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
& Women experience depression about twice as often as men
Depressive disorders make one feel exhausted, worthless,
helpless, and hopeless.
Such negative thoughts and f
eelings make some people feel like giving up.
It is important to realize that these negative views are part of the depression

Dear Father,
Lord, You have the name that is above all names.
You are Lord forever and there is no one who can challenge
Your authority and power.
You rule forever and ever,
and there is no end to Your Kingdom.
I bring myself before Your throne of grace,
and ask that You would look upon me with Your favor.
Your word says that You give strength to the weary,
so I ask that You would strengthen me.
Bless me Lord with Your presence,
and encourage my heart.
Remind me of Your faithfulness and
Your love that I might stand in faith against the issues that I face.
I bind the schemes of the enemy to tear me down,
and I rebuke the spirits that have been assigned to harass me.
I ask You Lord to minister fresh strength and joy to me.
I agree with Your word that says Your plans for me are to give me hope and a future,
let it be so,
according to Your will.
I pray in Jesus mighty name, Amen!

Significant Reliability

2007-06-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

"Reliable"
This word have been bothering me for the past few days...
For the years that i have been through,
What does this words means?

Significant Reliability

“And the things which you have heard from me in the presence of many witnesses, these entrust to faithful men, who will be able to teach others also.” (2 Timothy 2:2 NIV)

Let me ask you something: Can you be counted on? Are you a faithful person?

The word “faithfulness” is not one we hear very often these days. It’s one of those words we usually reserve for retirement party speeches.
After 25 years of “faithful service,” you get a gold watch.

When most of us think of the word ‘faithful,’ we think of things that are old. My dog may be old and ugly, but he’s faithful. My car may be old and ugly, but it’s faithful.

But what does it mean to be faithful?
It means to be reliable. It means to be trustworthy, dependable, and consistent.
Faithfulness is a rare quality. The Bible says, “Who can find a faithful man?” (Proverbs 20:6 NKJ)

It’s not easy to find someone who can really be counted on. The Good News Bible translates Proverbs 20:6 this way: “Everyone talks about how loyal and faithful he is, but just try to find someone who really is!” I’ve learned the truth of that statement. I’ve learned that not everyone who volunteers to serve will actually come through.

Why is faithfulness so important in life? In the first place, we should be faithful because God is faithful. Psalm 33:4 says “He is faithful in all He does.” Since God desires for us to be like him, he wants us to learn to be faithful.

In addition, faithfulness makes life much easier. Unfaithfulness is the cause of so many problems that Proverbs 25:19 says “Like a bad tooth or a lame foot is reliance on the unfaithful in times of trouble.” Do you know what the writer is saying? He’s saying the unreliable people are a pain – like a bad toothache. They’re like a foot with a bunion or a corn on it. That hurts, doesn’t it? When you’re depending on an unreliable person, you can never quite relax. In the back of your mind you’re always wondering, “Will he let me down again or will he come through this time?” Working with inconsistent people is extremely frustrating.

We all look for faithfulness in others as we go about our daily activities. We want the paper carrier to be reliable. We want the mail carrier to be faithful. When I mail a letter, I depend on the mail service to get it there. I want the food at my favorite restaurant to be consistent from week to week.

The most famous geyser in America is Old Faithful at Yellowstone National Park . Old Faithful is not the biggest geyser in America . And it’s not the most powerful geyser in America . What makes it famous is it goes off like clockwork. It’s dependable. People appreciate dependability, even in a geyser.

So what?
· Who can count on you? – Do you have a reputation for being reliable? Would someone who knows you well stake his life on your faithfulness? Few things are more important than faithfulness. You may be talented, educated, and creative but if you’re not dependable, your talents aren’t worth much. Someone has said, “The greatest ability is dependability.”

· God rewards faithfulness – That’s how much he desires our faithfulness in our relationships and with our resources. In the Parable of the Talents recorded in Matthew 25, Jesus says that one day God is going to judge us. But this judgment will not evaluate our ability or good intentions. God is going to judge us and reward us according to our faithfulness. The Bible promises that a faithful man will be richly blessed.

· Focus on the donation of your life – The duration of your life is of less importance to God than the donation of your life. Take what you’ve learned from God and pass it on to others. What do you need to change in your life so you can begin living for godly significance?

Can you be counted on? Are you a faithful person?
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Busy!

2007-06-06T10:57:00.001+08:00

Have been stressful with work !
Got alot of things on hand ...
Trainings....
Just got a phone calls from my ex mamnger....
Talking abt my apprasial
Sad news of what she told me!
is that how ur appreciate me...
Not Skillful with words at all!
So is my Dear OM!!!!!!
+ Stressful Life at home (always)
Sometime its just that hard to handle...
all at a time...esp with my family....
i feel weak....
trying to live life to the fullest!
But there is always that hole in my heart that counld completes it....
ok i fall sick AGAIN!
ha hah...
this time flu knocks my door...
having terrible headache now...
But late still have to go for my outstanding test @ 2pm!
dunno if i m able to perform well...
& its feel sickening when such things always bump on my OFF DAY!!!!
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Last Sun went Gym with Wei loon Jimmy & Yee lin...
Oh come on Guys You're are weak!
really lack of exercise man...
only took some simple workout & u're wanted to quit!
OMG!
will try not to arrange that anymore....
after that we went to party world at Woodland...
Yeelin said FREE room for 4 hours!
its a trap! No such thing in S'Pore!
we scream our lungs out...
had a wonderful singing session...
in the evening we went to soul garden to had our dinner...
Ooooo... we eat quite a lot...
Hot + cold...
ha ha... ends up Yee Lin falls sick for 2 days!
below r some of the photos we took!
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Wow~ Sleeping Beauty...

Wah.... Prince!!!!

Ha haa...we like to relax at K...see we took out all our shoes!!!

Yummy Dinner time!

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Meet up with Ah li

2007-05-30T14:32:00.000+08:00

Oh... couldnt slp well yesterday!
slept abt 5am in the morning...
but woke up at 9am...
yesterday when to Imm to meet up with Shunli!
one of my long lost friend...
ha ha
hmm... ya he still have that typical smile with his mi mi yan!
ha ha kinda miss that!
but he seems skinner than what i saw him in his photos...
must gain back some weight O!
But can see that he went thru alot in life...
his life is exciting...
alot of the memories flashes back...
suddenly i miss DC alot...
n all others...
some might not be that close...now
but we once do stupid things together!
ha... but shunli really age alot...
Now can call him "uncle ah li"
hee hee...
Flipping all my dairy n letters that i receive all this years...
ha..i saw this very neat writing...
guess who?
Uncle shunli!
wah! u wouldnt imagine thats his if u see him in person.
hey, did me & Liru had some lost in memories?
he didnt like me before meh?huh?
Funny? thats not what we remembered leh!(hee hee)
in the dairy u still got wrote "Remember u r someone special to me"
i still remember that u ask rongchang to ask me to the empty classroom?
ha ha... but nevermind cos all this r all sweet sweet little memories i had.
But Come'on Liru... PLS dun ask me question like "what if he(li) like u"
it sound ridiculous...

going thru my letters...i came across this very familiar handwriting
From Thomas(DC)
was in year 2002
the opening starts with
To the woman i love Jing Yi,
the whole letters was wrote in Chinese...
Wo~ his Chinese not bad huh...
somehow after so many years when i look back this letters tears still falls...
in the letters he said he hurt me alot...
his asking for a chance to start all over again...
But y i didnt agree? i dun understand too...
i miss him so much ...
i have miss the chance twice...
he asked me twice the same question...
Time cant turn back...
Now his with a good girl i think...
& i hope...
really hope he loves her... n be happy...
As for me i also hope to have a good man by side that loves me...

Daily Devotional

2007-05-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

Friends first
By John Fischer

The Great Commission is all about making friends.
Now I know Jesus said,
“Therefore, go and make disciples …” (Matthew 28:19 NLT),
but Jesus himself showed that you can’t make a disciple until you first make a friend.
“I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves.
Now you are my friends,
since I have told you everything the Father told me.” (John 15:15 NLT)

So what Christians have called “witnessing” for some time really
should be more like building relationships.
It’s what you do over the long haul of a relationship that counts so much more than door-to-door canvassing of the neighborhood.

In the movie The Big Kahuna starring Danny DeVito and Kevin Spacey,
a young salesman fresh out of Baptist college goes on his first business trip to a convention with a couple seasoned veterans from his company.
In an attempt to land a CEO (“The Big Kahuna”) of a very large account as a new client,
the young Baptist, played surprisingly close to a real Baptist by Peter Tarrantino,
ends up the unlikely one of the three who has the best shot at talking with the CEO.
But instead of talking about the company he represents and setting up his partners with a meeting, the Baptist ends up spending the whole conversation witnessing to the man about Jesus. When his co-workers find out about this, Spacey goes ballistic. A hot-headed argument ensues between Spacey and the rookie salesman over the place of religion in business, and Danny DeVito, the oldest and wisest of the three, tries to calm them both down and provides some very sensible advice. What he says to the young Baptist should be heard and considered by all Christians. It goes something like this:
“The minute you lay hold of a conversation in order to steer it in a certain direction, it ceases to be a conversation, it’s a sales pitch; and you aren’t a human being anymore, you’re a marketing rep. If you really care about the man, ask him about his kids … his wife … his dreams ...”
It’s the difference between pushing an agenda and truly caring for somebody. If you care about somebody, you want to know what he or she is thinking, what is the person’s hopes and dreams, joys and disappointments – in other words, what are the things that make that person human. Friendship is all about finding common ground, and it is out of this common ground that what is shared will have credibility.

Oh! i fall sick!

2007-05-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

Oh! OH!
Feeling sick today....
think is having stomach flu...
feeling weak!
but still need to go meeting earlier on...
Poor thing!
scare tmr need to take MC!
cos coming friday starts mid year promotion...
still got a numbers of things need me to supervise & settle!
Oh... God i pray for Good health!
HA HA!
i m very delighted since Sunday!
cos one long lost friend msg me!
Guess who is he?
Shunli!
my primary classmate!
Oh... its been 12years le ba.....
we didnt get in contact with one another...
i m so happy to receive his msg...
thru his words...
i can sense that he change alot...
no the old shunli i knew.
But as i tell him i might not understand him much at that time...
cos he seldom talk...
As i look thru his friendster!
oh Gosh!
i saw my little angel!

ha ha...
can u recognize whose angel?(bottom)
ha ha....
thats interesting isnt it!

What does love means...

2007-05-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

What does love means....
Love differs from heart to heart,
Love has never been defined since man began,
There is no explantion on what u would call Love.
The meaning of love and being loved?
I don't think anyone can explain it,
love is not something that can be explained
it is a feeling that each and everyone should feel.
love is never tired of waiting;
love is kind;
love has no envy;
love has no high opinion of itself,
love has no pride;
love's ways are ever fair,
it takes no thought for itself;
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
Is all the above true??

Ha ha...
to me love is....

Love is a feeling,
an emotion that cannot be explained.
Either you feel it or you don't.
We call it 'love' because there is no explanation for it.
It is not a rational, predetermined action.
When you can't rationalize that feeling then you call it love.
True love is when one cares about someone else's well being
as much as one cares about one's own.
Making someone else happy is certainly important,
and yet one's own happiness in addition to that
and as a result of that is what genuinely is true.
True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest,
true and caring and not only about romantic love.
It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind.
True love can be definited and is also a given,
known and reciprocated when two people "share" in it
Love is a feeling
that only the 2 people involved can understand,
and if you dont understand it yet then just wait.
Don't try to find a meaning for something which you cant.
Love is everywhere it is something to be found and then understand,
not explained.
There is no explaination that is anywhere near what loving someone
and being loved by the same person, truely is.

What does love means?

2007-05-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night chat with my friends at msn...
she is confuse now...
with her relationship...
she is together with this guy for 2 weeks
& he met his parents...
& even talk about marriage!
She ask me is it too fast?
But i told Her...
If thats the right person @ the right time @ right plc & u really love him, then it wouldnt consider fast...
But Love differ from heart to heart.

Just Pop up a question in my mind....
What does love means....?
will post my later...

Gathering with hy wh & Na na

2007-05-10T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hoo HO HO!

Change New skin Again!

ha ha...

ok yesterday just got a bad news that

Xiao Lian is transfering to my store...

Huh! OMG! was my first reaction

she will be my staff soon...

together with jenny peh...

so Jenny wong will be out to other dept!

hmm... kinda sad...

cos she is ting hua de...

now chnage one that have been working in popular for 10 over years de old bird

kinda scare i cant handle her...

heard a number of her story too...

scare cant get along well!

u know la old bird ma...

Stress ah!!!!!

have to handle 2 aunties at the same time!

pray hard that everything is fine...

But reynard did told me that actually she is good

just that personailty wise a bit problematic

Nancy my buyer also tell me not to worry...

Haiz...

she will be in asap loh...

really hope everyone esp my dept staff can get along well!!!!

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ok today is another off day...

But need to do appraisal for myself n Jenny Peh!

hmm...

but cant said much abt that cos confidential

ha ha...

ok later going roller blade with my bro again after such a long break

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last sunday went to k Box with Hongyi, Wee Hong & Na na at cine

took some picture there...

everyone had grow up liao hor

Compare the photo of me & hongyi years back!

Before

After

Ha ha...

anyway the next time i see them will be maybe two years after ba! haha

hy said de...

cos they are going army this july!!!!

he will not come out after his "Cool cut"

Woo~ time passes very fast this year!

Its may already!!!!

So this Sunday is Mothers' Day

So i wish My mum... & all others...

"Happy Mother's Day" means moreThan have a happy day.

Within those words lie lots of thingsWe never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,

Then thanks for all you do.

It means you mean a lot to me,

And that I honor you.
But most of all,

I guess it meansThat I am thinking ofYour happiness on this,

your day,

With pleasure and

with love.

Review for Spiderman 3

2007-05-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!
i m Back!
ok hasnt been blogging for the pass week...
anyone misses me?
HA ha...ok catch a movie last fri after work...
catch it at suntec 11.40pm

Hmm review of the moive:
The next time if I wanna watch a movie, I would definitely not to base on their trailers.. Spidey 3 is the best example.. practically the best part of the movie is in the trailers!! It was kinda boring but the only best part is the Special effects.. I do agreed that this is by far the worst of the 3.. One laid down the foundations for the sequels, two has a great fighting scene.. this one is a little bit too complicated...& too Lengthy...There should be more action than talking.
so... a little disappointment...

Stress!Stress!

2007-04-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Arrrrrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!
Very Stress recently!
Hasnt have a good rest since mid april!
have been working working working....
Prepare for stock take,
off day must go back stock take,
prepare for store visit,
off day must go back for store visit,
then work work work...
meeting meeting meeting...
then stock stock stock...
promotion coming...
alot of stock...
Now the whole store room is packed with my stock...
tmr i m Dm...
got alot of on going promotion things have to follow up...
must do alot of return...
must pack my store for space...
product catalogue to be done up for my staff easy reference...
tmr still must do relief cashier!!!!!!!
damn it!
i m having very big headache.......

Stocktake 2007

2007-04-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

Hh...today is my store annual stocktake!
wo~feel very tired now...
yesterday preparation finish at about 12plus...
this morning have to reach by 7.30am!
actually ok ha... not that bad...

ha ha... actually yesterday wanted to go Ktv after pre-count...
but because of me! they cancel!
sorry pal!
but very tired to sing till 3plus back home...
slept at 4plus than 6plus have to wake up!
As Hod i need to be alert loh!
oh this stocktake wasnt as bad la...
should be only $1500plus losses!
ha ha... quite happy with the outcome for my dept(thanks God's blessing)
BUT the whole store wasnt very good...
Total 40k...
Think Stationary & english are the worst...
the rest is still ok de..
hope they can find back those losses loh!
Poor Jenny Gooi!
she has to take all this...(she only took over from half way)
now she still have to go to IMM...
kinda miss her...
cos she very 38 de!

anyway i m also having headache on how to answer to the variance for
losses of locked item!
it shouldnt have lost!
2 possible way--->
1) internal Pilferage
2) careless at point of sales.-->means didnt scan in at pos

haiz...
hope its not possibility 1...
hope that all the staff are honest ppl...

hazi aiya...
let the manager to settle la...
anyway my dept is consider Good...
happy... Thanks Father!...

customer service

2007-04-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

What is good customer service?
Do People appreciate us for the Good customer service we provided...
or its always that negative encounter that leave the impact on them?

Some people just dun treat service people as people.
they could just yell at u,
scolding u "stupid",
telling u off cause there isnt a smile...
or showing that F***ing attltiude "i m damn rich"

So what if u are rich?
So What!

everyday i encounter alot of different customer.
sometime its just that damn hard to have good customer service
when u meet people that r uncivilized at all!

Good friday 2007

2007-04-06T18:31:00.000+08:00

Ho HO HO! Today is good Friday 2007!

Good Friday is the day that marks when Jesus Christ
was crucified on the cross for our salvation.
Today the whole Church mourns the death of Jesus.
Good Friday is a day of fast and abstinence.
Good Friday is called good because
on this day Jesus was crucified for our redemption of our sins.
"Holy Friday"
Good Friday is a solemn memorial of the sacrifice of our Savior.
It is the time to be thankful to the Lord for His grace and glory on us.
Reach out to your friends/ family/ dear ones on this Good Friday
with holy verses and spiritual sayings from the Bible.
and wish them all the blessings of the Lord.

"His love for us is strong and his faithfulness is eternal."
Psalm-117:2

"Praying that the Lord fills your heart with peace.
Hold you in His live & blesses you with his grace
on this Holy Day & Always"
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ok ok .... updates for the week!
ha ha.. recently very stress at work leh!
could not concentrate at all...
no grove no drive
PPl around are getting very fake!
(u know who????)
But i felt sorry for my tone of voice yesterday towards my staffs.
i m so sorry...Jenny
EQ not high loh...
or too stress....
OK recently pick up a healthy exercise...
???
Roller blade!!!!!My Roller blade

Wow... tough work!!!!
Fall hundreds of time
Butt, Shoulder, legs....ache man!
i know i m not good But i will work hard....
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ha today dinner! Poh Bian(hmm... think i spell wrongly)
all the ingredient...

Normal way of eating.... ha ha i wrapped de!

ha ha... my abnormal way of eating!!!!

Lord i pray for peace at work & at home...
Lord i pray for your blessing...guide me lord...
i do not wanna lost on the way to you....
i pray for getting a better interesting life...
met wonderful people in life & at work too...
i pray that all could be going smooth in your hand...

Yummy!

2007-03-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

Yum Yum!
Just had lunch with Wei loon,Jimmy& Yee lin.
Jimmy cook curry chicken for us...
ha ha....
Yummy Yummy!
very delicious!
hmm... i have learn from Jimmy how to cook liao...
Next time i shall cook!!
ha ha...
oh i make some agar agar for them to eat...
so i did my part loh!
So next time its Yee Lin & Wei loon turn...
Hmm... heard that YL wanna cook Sushi!!!!
Wow!!!!!
As for wei loon he wanna cook steam mushroom with chicken feet!!!
haahahha
but he can only do that when his aunt is not around...
So WHO are we waiting....
ok ok we shall wait...
& we have plan to go BBQ at my place here!
downstairs got BBQ pit!
Jimmy said his very good with BBQ chicken wings!
ha ha... or a chalet????
see how...
oh Jimmy bought the 轉角*遇到愛 vcd...
only RM18!!!(S$9)
Huh... But not original la...
ha... i saw at sunshine place here sell only $39.90!!!
wow... much cheaper than TS & laser fair...
i think they sold @$42.90~$45.90 for a show that with 23 Episode
U must be wondering ...didnt i mention i already finish the show on Youtude ma?
YA ya... but i wanna have a collection ah...!!!!
Heeeee... now saving $ to but.....
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ok just heard that our stocktake with be delay to 20th of april...
ha ha...what a last minutes change!!!!!
Arghhhhh....
anyway store visit is around the corner
have to do Housekeeping LOH!!!!
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Today my dad is having Bad mood
My doggy got scolding....(haha)
i better avoid him....!!!!!
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JB TRIP 17/03/2007

2007-03-20T14:52:00.000+08:00

oh i m having... body ache...
feeling unwell...
Why? Cos my dad give me drink dunno what Tonic soup that day loh...
end up like this...
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ok... remember my sat JB trip! ha ha... its fun....
ok that day we went to JB with Wei loon , Jimmy & yee lin..
we had Dim Sum near wei loon 's house...
then took a taxi to JUSCO(something like vivo)
ha ha... we shop around then went to watch movies...
Dunno what to watch... so we catch this below...

Hmm... not very nice...
but Yee lin was very noisy...
seems like she was scared...

ok after that we went to RED BOX to sing K...
Woo... everyone love singing huh...
That day was Yee lin 22nd Birthday...
we bought a cake for her surpise...
she seems touch!

Cool Slideshows

Than at our way back... We r discussing to have a oversea trip!
wah! ha ha ... i wanna go Tai wan...
But maybe our 1st stop is Jimmy hometown!
ok ok... but i think its hard to too leave together leh...
AIYA... not sure how the new SM (Store Manger) like leh...
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That day had a little chat with my current SM
We mention about... Jump plane...
which mean going oversea to work n not return...
somehow... suddenly i thought of doing that oh...
if can go england or USA to work that see how its goes...
if really like can stay there...
till earn enough that come back!!
i should be rich at that time...
ha ha...
Ah Hua said the most got caught n being send back only ma...
of cos u cant go there anymore la....
but its should be a good experience! Isnt it?
ha ha... should go find out more...

我愛大明星驚嘆號!

2007-03-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

Ha ha ...
its blogging time again!
ok recently bought this book @ popular 我愛大明星驚嘆號!
its a book regarding secret of Show,Stanley, Rainie & jolin
ha ha... recently become very kpo oh!
but the one i bought got no signature de! but now at Taiwan they r having autograph.
n according to show's blog he mention his signing for oversea copy leh...

cover page
Back

ha ha... after reading this book i think my hinese will improve ba!
ok today is another off day...
tmr also! Yap!
thanks ah hua approve my last minutes leave wor...
tmr going Malaysia sing k with Wei loon Jimmy & yee lin!
anyway its Yeelin birthday!
at first i thought i cant go cos wei leong also have date on that day.
his friends (outher outlet staff) getting married on 18th...
so he need to go & be driver!
but seems like last minutes there are some changes so he can work!
anyway he will still be able to attend her wedding on 18th ah~
thanks to wei leong also~!
ok ok recently i like crazy on singing k leh...
go k with Christina & hongyi sometime ago
& last sunday also went with Miss Magaret!
ha ha...
actually wanna bring Magaret along....
but i m scARE to bring little girl oversea leh...
i m not responsible de wor....
but i can see that her wanna go cos wei loon is going ba....
ha ha... sorry...
wait till u r older ba... or ask wei loon to bring u along the next time loh!!!
ha ha ah ah.... okok
today must sleep early cos tmr will need to wake up very early...
meeting 9am at kanji...
u know de la... i sleepy head de wor...
bye...

It Fair 2007

2007-03-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho ho... another off day...
The past weekend when to the IT fair at suntec..... to work oh!
very Crowded...Very tired...
But its fun...
this kind of outdoor sales is always fun!
ha ha...
A lot of ppl there...
talk alot...promtioning... serving...etc....
very tired cos stand for 12hr neh!
never get to sit oh....
even break...also stand n eat!
Wu...wu...wu...
ha ha... this time work under canon booth...
selling cartrigdes... wowooo....
alot of sales oh.....! proud of myself n the team....
wow... there got alot of pretty guys neh!
but Too bad my team no!
all young kids leh!

Suntec hall 404
My Booth!

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ok... back to work on sunday (off day) for the stocktake meeting with manager...

oh no! stocktake coming on 16/4/07!

its a monday!

oh oh...

Wow lau! my manger ask me to do so many things!

hey come on it her job leh!

She is the one to plan the location for dept,

to allocate location for the scanner the wor!

Why now we r all doing this!

Ya... she might be transfer out soon...

but theres not the attitude wor!

still need to do preparationfor the mmed

& have to guide wei leong on this cd dept...

cos his new!

need to order stock...enough for the period...

still need to do OJT for mei ling!

serving customer & handling of complaint....

must hand up at month end!!!!!!!

oh my god.... so busy neh!!!!!!!

Too many things to do le ba!!!!

Stocktake wanna look for who to help leh...

Aiya u know i m not Good with my PR de ma....

i can only found reynerd only.....

??? who can help leh?

ha ha... ok la thats all for today... wo...

08/03/07

2007-03-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

Hey! today went for a training at HQ.
SAP Training - Retail Operation (intermediate)
ok... not too bad at least learn something...
just kinda sian... & bored cos the class r very quite...
The guys next to me r all playing games...
so i learn Crdit sales, open doc & RIS...
the class ended very early! 3+ ha ha ha
was purpose to be 9am to 5pm!!!
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Thought of the day...
recently my sadness came back to me...
i felt very upset over my family...
about fate...
about life...
Y?
Y so many problem?
but actually is only coz of 1,2 issue...
but it have been troubling us for so long...
i really felt tired over all this...
i dun know what else can they think off to "solve" the problem...
& i also hate it when it involve me...
i have been working very hard to pleased everyone...
but in the end...
it will still be back to square one!
i wanna be who i m...
i wanna enjoy my life
i wan a hand to hold me... so i wun fall off so easily...
but i dun get to do it the way i love it to be.
& i have a bad feel of whats next...i really do...
i just pray that they dun force me to do what i dislike...
let me be who i m...
can?
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我曾　認真　深愛著一個人　他給我幸福的可能
我等　我問　未來何時發生　他只是給我一個吻

快樂　我哭　是因為你的手　曾答應帶我向前走
難過　我哭　是因為我的手　找不到你說的以後

好眼淚　壞眼淚　我都曾為你流　感動和悲傷都是理由
只不過　在你不再愛我了以後　剩壞的眼淚慢慢流

快樂　我哭　是因為我付出　得到你溫柔的答覆
難過　我哭　是因為我認輸　你的心永遠留不住

好眼淚　壞眼淚　我都曾為你流　感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望　在我不再想你了之後　有好的眼淚慢慢流

好眼淚　壞眼淚　我都曾為你流　感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望在我不再想你了之後　有好的眼淚慢慢流

New Drama!

2007-03-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

ok today is just another off day...
did nothing ... just catching this new drama on youtube...

********Corner*With Love 轉角*遇到愛 ***********

New drama by 罗志祥 (hahahah...) & da S....

a Nice show... i love it.... Great acting wor...

& i love the drawing too....!

*****轉角，是命運的起點
而意外，會是愛情的前奏嗎？
在真愛來臨前奇幻的轉角
一幕幕令人期待的相遇.….

他與她在人生的轉角相遇******

i do also hope that 在人生的轉角與他相遇....

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Thoughts of the week...

What Does life mean to u?

Is Money all u need?

Do u wear a mask & being fake to urself just bcoz of that...

why do ppl work just for the sake of money?

& spend money that not really under yours...

Sometime i really wanna ask my friend...

Do u really love her...?

will there be a foever...?

i always doubt this question...

coz one day u will leave her...

u will...maybe

& what do u left with her...

maybe is the memories that worth...

really...?

Did u really ever came in to my life?

If yes...

why do i allow u to leave me...

If no...

why my heart will ache...

someone once said...

i can see ur future...

u will be blessed...

very blessed...

u can smile happily...

ever if there is wrinkles...

u can eat what u enjoy...

ever if u have grown fat...

the prince will still love u forever...

there wouldnt be anyone there to quarrel with u...

u will have alot of happy time...

u will not remember the past...

will not remember this plc...

will not remeber me...

becoz...

u will be even more blessed , more happier

then now...

March 2007

2007-03-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

oh... have enter the 3rd month of the year 2007!
what a bad month...
a bad ending last month n the start of the month...
due to problems at home again...
somehow everyone are not happy at all...
that includs me!

oh... i m 25 now...
but didnt feel like changing loh...
scare to be old...
the older u get ... u gotta worry!
hai... have been single for hmmm...3years plus le ba...
feeling very lonely n worry...
relatives start to ask u when r u getting married ah...
n Seeing friends getting married one by one...
a bit worry la!
so Pal out there if u do have a guy friends must (Die Die MUST) introduce to me wor...
ha ha ha...
.....

Eve of my bIRTHDAY

2007-02-26T11:22:00.000+08:00

Ok today is the eve of my Birthday.
hmmm...
but i m kinda moody...
although i took a 4 days off...
Sat went k box with Hongyi n Christina...
Shiok loh sang 5 hours there!
Later Wee Wee treat us eat Prata.
Sun went eat japanese food with my bro n carol...
he traet! ha ha...

ok back to why i m moody...
coz of my family again!
again n again...
i kinda give up on all this...
no meaning at all...
No!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

Show in town 10/02/07

2007-02-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Piture taken at DXO

Video at J8 N DXO

新年快樂

2007-02-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

今年是豬年,<豬年行大運>新年快樂~~

情人節到了

2007-02-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

情人節到了!
情人节快乐!
雖然情人節沒人陪...
但，看著你～也可以很幸福的過︿︿＊
你一定要幸福哦~

A Memorable day

2007-02-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

10th of Feb 07 is a day that i will not forget.
罗志祥Show appearance In Spore!! Ha ha ...
i when to his mini performance at DXO At 2 pm.
Woo... his really that charming..
n the way he dance....a very confident person.
after that i when to his autograph at Junction 8.
WOW! the Queue is super long!
Although it takes a long time to queue
n its very crowed but i felt happy for him!
that so many ppl supported him!
Ha ha... some ppl at my age will think i m crazy!
Still chasing idol.
But to me his not my idol.
No doubt his handsome to me but what I liked Him of his talent.
The way he dance,rap, the kind of passion he put in n look in to ur eyes...
N i notice him over the years...
He when through ups n downs...
n the effort he put in to put him where he was now.
From a ah Beng to a smart guy with lotsa confident!
The stage belong to him...

Below r some picture he took in Sopre!

新加坡特產~~綠蛋糕

2007-01-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

Woo~…
It’s been a while since I last blog!
Okay, yesterday when to see the first movie of my in 2007!
<>
A great movie… I rate it as 5 Stars!
Oh~ Francis Ng is great! His acting skills,
His really a great Actor! His expression could talk!
His so charming to me! Ha ha ha…
The movie really had a good plot.
Ha ha ha…
Only till the end then u will realize want u saw so far is not in squeal.
Only till the end then u realize that Oh so it’s in such a squeal.
A Good Local Production Movie!
Oh I saw there is a Jack Neo Local production coming up.
Saw the preview…
& felt a bit shock!
Cause this time round his filming one regarding the Government!
Will be out during New Year oh!

Last blog in 2006

2006-12-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

ha ha... going to said GoodBye to year 2006
This is the my last blog in year 2006!
Year 2006 is a bad year i consider as.
Not a Happy one n in it i lost a dear friendship. (I wish She doing great)
A lot of thoughts keep running thru my head...
N most of them r bad, sour...
Facing alot of lonely moments in 2006...

Sincerely hope for n pray for a colourful year 2007!
Hope that i could meet alot of ppl! make alot of friends...
Hope that i m filled emotionly & mentally & spiritally
hope that Mr Rite will appear...
pray that all my friends will have a great year too...
Pray that i would see more n learn more of life everyday...
pray that that my family could be blessed...
not that much problems...
pray for being healthy for me, my family & so to my friends...
pray that i could Enjoy life!

Thank You Father for hearing me
In Jesus Name i pray, Amen.

Christmas gifts!

2006-12-29T13:55:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho!
Christmas just passed which mean a New Year is coming!
How's christmas?
Oh although i had a lonely Christmas this year but God bless me with quite a lot of presents!

* Woo¬ Gift from my Bro! IPod shuffle*
* Gift from Coanne! Precious Moments Mug*

*" Our Friendship is Across the Board"*

*i will miss u at work, n hope to see ur baby girl...*

*this is from Carol- Rice Mask!*

* Ha ha ! i got this at the year end lucky draw from my dept meeting!*

*Lemark X1270(who wanna buy printer!)*

*oh i meet up with Tim on Christmas to have a little catch up with him*

*This is what he gave me for Christmas! *

*Gift from my buyer Nancy Oh!*

*Golla handphone pouch!*

* Oh oh this ah! its from my Manager! Soo Hua! hmm...*

* this box og ferrero rocher is from my supplier Ette bright!*

*Cheer!*

* The last is from the gift exchange from my store!*

*Hmm... why i didnt get the CD Leh!*

Merry christmas

2006-12-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

May all the Beauty & Pleasure of the season,

be Yours enriching present & your future...

With Love & Happiness...

Merry Christmas!

Abt him

2006-12-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

ok its blogging time again!
what do I wanna comment this time?
Suddenly have a lot of thoughts of love,
cos yesterday one of my friend told me she is going to divorce.
Shocked is the first think that came in to my mind
they were a lovely couple whom married for over 10 years
blessed with 3 kids, that is still young.
she seems strong outside but her innerself?
why love cant last?

i m always Dreaming n longing for a wonderful love life...
but it seems always so far from me...

Recently i gotta know that all my ex lover or admirer r doing very well.
Very happy with whom they r with now...
remember my 5 him?
There r alot of words that i might not be able to said it out,
but deep inside me i wanna let them know...
First one is HONG DE CHENG!!!
recently he added me to his GF friendster
They seems happy...ha ha

"Mayb as u said if its not because u have to go back,
we might have already got married.... i really loved u at that time. N really glad to see u live happy after. May God bless u"

2nd is Junzhong...
His the only one still single...
but to me his my buddy!

"Sorry pal, But there isnt any kind of that feel towards u...,
really hope that u find someone that really love u."

As for my 3rd n 4th
ha ha ...
I cant review la!
his doing just great with her...
but my third him is having a lot of stress lately...

"Although we cant get along that well as a couple, but i always hope u find someone more suitable for u...i think u did. cos i can see her being nice to u. n u have been talking abt her good. Here wishing every sparkle bring lots of joy n happiness your way!"

the 4th him I just met him on tue...
although we didnt talk much but my eyes still tend to catch him.
his very fat recently!
put on a lot of weight...ha ha sorry...
of cos his married with a happy family...

"Really hope u cherish ur family, Be a good father a good husband. n Live happily after all.
even when u turn old, there will always be a good memories. May ur journey of togetherness contiune to filled with love"

as for my 5th him... A little crush on him... Calvin
he updated his blog recently.
excitedly pop in to take a look.
OH! his in love!
ha ha... of cos i m happy for him...
that he found someone that understand him
someone that he said she is very practical, wat matters is she is happy with him...the future let it be...we do not know what will happen...
his happy to have her!
wanna tag on his blog to send my blessing but ha ha
this time he dun get a tag!
ok its ok... i think, maybe he will drop by n wish he sees this

" Happy that u r leading a wonderful life n having a great person in this journey of life...hope everything will be smooth n may good blessing be with u ...i m also practical, n just be happy, the future will just leave on God's hand, its just that there wasnt the chance....Anyway keep it up pal!"

Life goes on! ha ha...
" Some people think the only way dreams come true is from a wishing well. Others think you must wish upon a star. I've learned the only way dreams come true is when you Believe! So believe in yourself and your dreams."

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這就是愛...

Primary School Memories

2006-12-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

Oh... its been a while since i last blog!
wow! today i got a surprise mail!
friendster request by HONG DE CHENG!
Finally i got to see him in picture after so many years...
woo...A little different from last time!ha ha
His many Primary schoolmate!

Suddenly alot of thoughts flow through my mind...
those childhood days...
those memories we all shared!
Miss all those pal
Wonder how was everyone doing now?
Some r still in contact...
some through friends..
some lost contact...
Flapping through my old autograph book...
those are all memories...
This is RongChang, Whom i m Very close during that time.
He always call me GOLDFISH
We didnt get much contact after PSLE...
but we went to same Sec Sch...
But we have our own time there...
Heard his doing well now in Pizza Hut As Manager! ha ha...

Oh ha ha... next is Henry Tan! his now a father! wowo... a friend whom i cherish alot.
we were in the same class in primary n sec sch! We still got call which other sometime to update one another. Although he must work very hard for his family but his responsible n happy. that is most important. When he first mention his getting married b4 he when NS, i once told him must think carefully. But he seems very firm. N true enough his doing just great now...with a happy family n enjoy what he did! happy for him. keep it up pal!

ok so next will be my gal pal... first will be karen! wow! beautiful! ha ha... A good girl during that time. ha ha... Miss her alot...Really didnt get to chat or met her else where... just hope she is doing fine...Since we left sch… that few years we still got send each other cards…but it didn’t last…Heard that she is doing accounting now…

ha ha this is Lirong! Karen n Lirong r good friends… Always together… that’s what I remember… we always chat in class… heard that she is now in SIM! Go GO GO!

Still have a lot to go… Like Liru(my sis the one I still contact with), Shulin, Yihui .Recently found Weiling, shuzhen Amy, Justin in friendster…

There’s still a lot more out there… but we really lost contact with.. like Elan,Xueling, Soon li, Xin long Etc…

Ha ha… think its time to organize a primary school reunion!!!!

Miss all of u pal!!Hope all r doing great! May God Bless u with Love!

i m sick!

2006-11-28T16:22:00.000+08:00

I m sick!
Got Gastric infection...
Yesterday vomited 4 times in aday...
didnot eat the whole day...
even vomited on cab...So sorry
But lucky i got plastic bag with me!!!
Today feeling better but still dun have any appetite.
did not dare to eat much...
Doc said if did not recover Must go back to see him again!!!!
AH AHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
Hopefully i will be healthy, Lord.
do not have energy...Slept the whole day yesterday n so is today...
Cant sleep so much... feeling weak...
Tmr dont how to go work!
Hopefully everything turn out well...

i day malaysia trip

2006-11-20T14:53:00.000+08:00

Ha ha... Yesterday went malayis sing ktv!
Wow! very cheap!
alot of songs!
Ha ha... next time muz go again!

ok long time never blog liao!
very busy with work lately...
Year end promotion kick off last friday...
alot to do, prepare...
sales pick up a bit la...
Alot of ppl ah....!
very tired!!!!
very stress also...
hope what i wan can be fullfil Lord.
Cos i m very disppointed
at work!
...love life still do not have any ... hai how there will b one soon...
ha ha...

Another off day!

2006-11-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

Ha ha...
another off day!
Wow... today i slept till 12noon!
very stress at work leh!
find so hard to guide my fellow staffs...
very stress ah!!!!
God i pray that u will help me...
or should i just switch to be admin?
Lord i m a bit confuse i hope u show me the way!

ok yesterday catch up with Wayne...
one of the warner sales man...
a guy that is very good with me when i m taking the dept sometime back...
he always came n bring up smiles...
very joyful talking to him...
ha had supper with him at sunshine plc...
he drive me back after work...
had a short catch up...
he put on weight n i lost!
both stress! Stress! Stress! Ah!
ha ha...
he said i loose weight did i?
really ah?
but i eat unhealthly leh!
ha ha...
he told me not to be too picky...
but sad leh...
i dun even got to pick! ha ha

recently there is a bunch of tattoo hunk keep visiting my store
came talking to me
buying just earphone sponge! 60cents each
keep asking me to help them to put it on!
one of them is sweet!
but too much tattoos!
ha ha...
i also wanna go have a small tattoo!
either at leg or arms!
Nice!!!!!!

Hmm...

should i just work as admin n enjoy my peace...

or should i still fight leh? ???

some advise needed!!

2006-10-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

Recently, there alot of things happening in my life...
that is making me very helpless at time...
One of my e-pal email me this song...(background music)
i doubt whether can i?
i really do not have any strength now...
i do not have any strength to hold on my faith...
Family..Work..Friends..Love?
All happened all of the sudden...
Everything just seems so wrong to me...
Who will come n hold me then?

the other day when i meet up with Joelle..
she told me " God is very fair, He give u somthing
n He will take away somthing from u."
Does this really apply to everyone?
My Broken Family... not any close kinship..
My Friends... ...
My work Stress work stress work...
My Love... Dun even mention abt that...
never there at all...
Sometime i doubt... i do...
what did i had in return?
or whats given?
Sorry God that i doubt, but i really did...
i m now in total darkness...
Save me!
Show me some light...
please!
i felt so so afraid, so scare... can u see?

i still miss him... hasnt been seeing him lately...
never hear any news from him too...
think life must be very busy for him...
miss u!

To Joelle

2006-10-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

Oh... just came back from a dinner with my primary school mate...
Joelle! i have know her for more than ten years!
miss her so much...
have not meet up for a year la ba...
so sorry...
catch things up with her...
n heard some problem she had with her best friend...
sounds like mine too...
i can see the pain in ur eyes
that tears...
a song for u

Mariah Carey Lyrics

Mariah Carey Music Codes

Music Codes by SongArea.com

If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end
Just remember
To keep the faith
And love will be there
To light the way

[Chorus:]
Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright

When the shadows are closing in
And your spirit diminishing
Just remember
You're not alone
And love will be there
To guide you home

[Chorus]

If you just believe in me
I will love you endlessly
Take my hand
Take me into your heart
I'll be there forever baby
I won't let go
I'll never let go

i will cherish... n remember our promise to try to meet more often!
(press stop to stop my background music than press play for on the player)

2006-10-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

A New Beginning!
i will marked today as a new beginning...
ha ha...

"I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mendAnd every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain "

Giving up

2006-10-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

"At times the best way to get something new is to sacrifice something old. Dropping them can lead to interesting discoveries.
When one has thrown away all of the properties, is there anything left to give up? I don't know."

I have decided to give up... trying to give up
Give up on this What i called as one way ticket, one way train...
i m just that tired... to hold on to it...
i once sat in there for a year...
N i took one year to give up...
N this time i took a shorter time to decide...
maybe coz i never sat in the train at all...
but the pain is still there...

... i went to meet up with him again...
i dun know y?
to a plc where it seems familiar...
same view... same smell... same feel...
he still wear that same perfume...
same old smiles...
haha...
somehow i felt sad ...
sad that i broke my promise...
the promise i make myself...
somehow i m just that...
but mayb i just really need that hug...
a hug that can give me that warmness...
that touch... that belonging...
haha...
he told me to give up if i felt hurt to hold this affection of u
Yes i felt hurt...
n i doesnt belong there at all...
i did not being accepted or rejected...
i m just pending there...
but somehow i confuse myself for saying i do no wanna know
leaves it in silence...
but deep inside i m so eager to know...
how i wish u gave me some reponse...
but just no...

not to worry i m not turning back...
not turnng back to anyone...
i will move on...
i will kept it in...
so goodbye... goodbye to that affection for u camel...

2006-10-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

静..喜歡,就是淡淡的愛 ~ 愛,就是深深的喜歡...我喜歡你

ok... tired!
Oh today have to start work again...
after two days of resting!
ha ha...
boby aching!!!!
coz yesterday went fly kite @ marina south!
WOW! my first kite flying...
Thanks to Pal JZ... his sweet
He made me a kite!
AiYA!
i forgot to take the picture of the kite!
Wow the kite flied high...
total a hieght of 3 rolls of nylon string...
ha ha..
but it took us 1 n 1 half hour to pull it back... oh!
recently alot of things cocked up in my life... none is smooth...
at least yesterday is a relaxing day...
Just standing at the sea side...
watching the waves n feeling the wind...
suddenly i could find some peace there...
But somehow i hope JZ did not misunderstood me in a way...
because when i m there... He came to my mind...
how i wish he is there at that moment...
ok ok... have to go to work now ...out!

Wedding dinner

2006-10-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

Ha h...
Just came back from my Cousin Wedding dinner at east coast!
Wow... tons of ppl said i silm down!
ha ha ha...
ok tired... going to sleep...
tmr off day again... going east coast with my old pal Jun Zhong ...
he wanna teach me cycling n some catch up with him...
Took some photos of myself b4 i left home today...
ha ha...

2006-10-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

i have deleted!

2006-10-13T09:35:00.000+08:00

No meaning at all...
Everything just when wrong!
Wrong Wrong Wrong!
Nothing seems right!
it went wrong from the very First day!
N its Just MY FAULT!
my DAMN Fault!
i hope i will not know who u r...
if not i think i will really hates u!
deep inside my heart...
because of what u call an advise just ruin EVERYTHING!
everthing...
i felt so lousy...
lousy in words...
lousy in just Asking..
n Asking could become questioning..
???

its all my fault...ALL..

I m at the bottom

2006-10-12T09:41:00.000+08:00

Some r being remembered,
but some r forgotten at times....

i m a dead body with dead soul...
i have sank to the bottom...
Who came over with a hand?

that makes me who i m now...
Dead...with dun care attitude...
mayb in the past i m just too care...
Too care how others feel that makes me who i m in the past...

if u really understand me, u will know what i need & what i mean
sometimes words might sound cruel at times...
but what does that really means?

i never ever thought of getting any thing from him...
i just hope friendship remain...

wee wee

2006-10-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

Thank to wee wee!
Thank for ur reply to my MSN nick...
will u love me the way i love u?
yes i will
ha ha
somehow that warm my heart man!
thanks pal !!!!!!! MuACk!

My love

2006-10-10T16:24:00.000+08:00

Oh...have been very busy lately!
Finally got off day!
ha ha...

Somehow he is not that toopid...
he can sense it...
not possible ...
but still i didnt tell him...
still uncertain...
uncertain on how deep or shallow it is...
still worried...
worried how will things turn out to be...
still scare...
scare of being hurt...
i m now badly hurt...
still bleeding...
i m scare to hear any reply...
i m scare of being hurt again...
dun think i can take it now...
but deep inside i do miss him...
ha ha...
i m not a easy ger to handle ba...
full of hurts, being torn apart...
someone that felt life is meaningless...
how could it be?
he likes ger to be cheerful...
just like him...
he likes ger that covers his weakness...
mayb i cant...
maybe thats why i couldnt walk in...
n may never...
Deep inside Lord i pray that u will bless him...
that he will find that someone that he truely love...
n she love him back as much...
so that lonely soul will not left alone n cry at times...
there is always that someone beside him...
to keep him stronger...
May love be with him...

this is life?

2006-10-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

This is life?
Is this life?
My life?
How many ppl appear in ur life whom u said to be impt to u?
How many ppl whom u called friends would really care for u?
Call or concern u when u r down?
Or share with u Happy thoughts?
"A couple"
"One"
"None"
if u have "a couple" u r that lucky!
Normal ppl have only "One"
Sad! i m in the "none" (maybe ppl around r just too busy with life? i can understand)
How Abt u?
Is there really fairness in each life?
There should have a balance point in each life, isnt it?
If u Lost in one , u should get back from another...
Isnt it that way?
Would u Ever find me a great person to talk to?
Would u ever treat me as one family?
Would u ever love me...
**************************************
Somehow i m happy for Him that life really moves on...
As u open ur gate n allow someone to enter ur garden
Although she might not Stop by to take a look...
Just leaving u with a couple of footsteps...
somehow i m surprise that love can really falls that fast
a few possibilities...
1) She remind u of her
2) a way to escape
3) a way of turning the attention
4) u just wanna forget her
5) Life moves on
6) none of e above
which one is it? u know e best ba
Could still be friends after rejection?
to them just cant!
somehow i start to agree too...
N somehow i m scare to even tell u i start missing u...
Dunno when, dunno how, dunno why
Your shadow came in to my garden
Which possibility? i dunno
But i know u will not walk in to my garden...
even gates r open...
i know...

But As what u always said
Life Goes On...(with or without)
hahahahahah...
Just hope May all be blessed with love!

Dead Body

2006-10-06T10:00:00.000+08:00

i thought i m dead!
that i will not felt any pain anymore...
but i cut myself at work yesterday...
i couldnt feel any pain when it first strike.
then blood flows out...
n suddenly i just felt that pain...
how could a small cut give me so much pain?
i really hurts... even till now...
how abt the cut deep inside?
Do u know how painful it is?
Will you?

Sorrow hits me hard

2006-10-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

Why m i crying alone here now...
why tears just cant stop flowing...
why does it keep running out...
why does my heart felt that pain...
i cant stop this ...
i cant syop any...
i m that exhausted...
i m really that exhausted...
how i wish there is someone there for me...
to take me away from all these...
i dont want to be here anymore!

What m i for

2006-10-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

What m i for...
is my Existence just being a connection to someone.
someone that is so dearie to u...
can life really moves on?

to be Continue...

What Does Love means to u

2006-09-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

What Does Love Means To u?
Can love be like this song?
Can a person Love in no Return?

Stress

2006-09-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

ok...
just reached home...
what a day i had
tired,tired,tired...
ok had my supper...
just feel like blogging
stress... with sales...
sales r bad for my dept...
y? i dun understand...

Dear Lord, i felt very stress lately
Father i pray for strength lord,
i pray that lord i m blessed in ur hand.
i pray that my worries will be solve...
n i could have better sales n performance...
lord show me the correct path to head on..,
to lead me to light...
n the solution to solve my stress.
thank you lord,
in Jesus name i pray,
Amen

Stressful day

2006-09-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

What a day i have today at work!
Stress!!!!
First OM is leaving, @nd ARM is going to 2SN...
now only left RM...Sigh
Alot of things pending ,
display plan, A1 space allocation,store visit on 28th
still have not done housekeeping..
JE mid night stocktake have to go help out
Store short of manpower...
espon showcase...
SO MANY THINGS!!!
AHA HA AHA HAtmr even worst... only i m working!
& there is tons of stock n i have to do OJT, sunday have to be DM
What a weekend!!! CrAZY!!!!!
Sick

About Himssss

2006-09-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm... todays a lot of thoughts keep running through my mind
i think of 5 hims in my life that i will remember now

Still remember b4 i went to genting,
my frist him msg me...
talking about the past
ha ha
i know him at the age of 11,
we had two years of memories
its been a decade since i last saw him
now suddenly he msg me asking for my photos
so i told him to check it out in my blog
then suddenly he said he still have feeling for Me!
my thoughts.. can e feeling last in a person that long...
no doubt he leave a deep memories in me...
but i really do not know if love is still there...doubt so ba...
but will never forget him & wish to see him again...
*****************************************************************

2nd him came in my life when i m 15.
one of my schoolmate Zhenyi gave my no. to him.
becoz of chatting with me his Gf left him...
i felt bad actually... but to me his my listener...
a great person to talk to...
we sometime went round in evening or nite
to see moon watch fireworks...feeding fish
A nice person but i do not feel love in him...
we r good buddy now...
Oops! its been a while since i met him...
although he just live a few blocks away..
*****************************************

My third Him... stepped in whrn i m 19.
been with him for abt 2 years too...
although he do not have a strong build
but a Great person he is indeed.
he cares ,concern...abt me...
i m touch by the small things he did...
he in the end i left him...
coz we keep quarrel over the way we think
he is too emotional,
till sa point that i cant take it...
after that we become good friend...
& now he have Gf liao...
our distance tend to draw apart...
in his eyes there is only his gf now...
kinda sad... kinda sad...
***************************************

My forth Him. a person that i love the most for my 24 years .
Charming man he is...
i love him that much mayb coz he have what i dream of...
till now i know him for 5 years la ba...
but it only start in year 2004.
we start msg one another
follow by calls
we become close...to one another...
he lend me shoulder to cry on...
he hug me for comfort.
but things will never turn out well ...never
not possible ... be cause he dun love me...
is only for companionship.
he can be that cold n warm at times
he really dun love me ...
i decided not to put myself in deep trouble...
so i draw away from him...
he still did msg me but ...
he is now married with a son...
n i really gave him all my blessing
Although he torn me apart
but i still care...
although i cant do much...
but at least to gave my blessing...
**********************************************

the last one on the list...
him is him...i dunno much
i thought of him after talking to a ger...
he is a nice guy...a cheerful one
felt that comfortable with him...
but not to the point of having butterfly ba...
his a person hard to step in to his world...
anyway i didnt intend to...
ppl will invite u in when they wan to...
no point forcing it through
he is hurt now... hope that time can heal...
As life goes on...

Trip to Genting

2006-09-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hey got the time to blog liao!
Hmmm... trip to genting...
hmmm... felt a bit restricted during the trip...
cant really do what i wanna do! becoz of my mom...
have to keep her company leh! sigh!
tot of going out in the middle of the night to feel the cold wind...n enjoy!
but just couldnt get to do that!
so didnt enjoy much except for the outdoor ride!
wow... in this lifetime at least i did something!
I TOOK THE Corkscrew RiDE! Ha Ha HA HA!
Very proud of myself!!!!

Hmmm... n another thing will be we Eat alot!!!
Everyday eat eat eat!!!
Ahhhhh!!! i gain 1.5kg after the trip!!!!
Hmm...my mom bought some mooncake Yummy!!!
Cal bought even More 10pcs of mooncake!!!!

oh ya Thanks Cal for the gifts he give to me duting the trip! Great!!!!
Even my mom wanna take away from me!
ANIZO... i got 4 of them... will at to my toys family oh... ya still got a beetle!
HA HA HA HA haahaha...

i Bought a t-shirt At RM19.00 With my birth year on it!

during the trip Thanks to Cal for entertain my mom!!!
Thank leh!
Start to like this friend more!!!
Funniest thing during the trip is to get to know that Cal actually being approach by
Guy asking "Mr, do u wan a lady!"
ha ha ... He just looks like he need one!!!
Aiya will talk about him some other time!
some other photos...

I M Back!

2006-09-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

H ah Ha hA HA ha...
i m Back from my trip....
But start work again!!!!
i will blog again then have to out for work!!!!

hurt , sad , tired !

2006-09-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

hurt , sad , tired !

Listen N enjoy...the music i prepare for u!

************************************************

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate

They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello

I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done

it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

but tonight girl it’s only you and me

Because Of You

2006-09-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

Because Of You

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

that Feeling is still there?

2006-09-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i saw him again...after so many months...
the last time we met is begining of the year ba...
He seems to be very well off now...
His just that fat now! ha ha...
when i knew his coming... i m that excited...
i still feel that butterfly thing...
Do i still love him?
i do not know ... n of coz i do not Want to...
i saw him... but we did not talk at all...
all i can do is to peep at him...
when he left without a goodbye... i m kinda sad... somewhere inside ba...
Although he did msg me here n there...
but i do not wanna make it seems i still like him...
i pretend or mayb i dun feel anything le ba...
coz its not possible ...i could only love him within...
so why keep that hurt...
& its been years... Why i still cant step out of that plc...
mayb its coz there isnt any New plc to step in ba...
so where will he find me...
the rite one...
the only one...